My boyfriend and I just broke up a little over a week ago and it hurts. This is he first Christmas in three years I haven't been with you, talking to you, being with you.
But this is also the first Christmas as long as I can remember without my grandpa..
It has been hard to get into the Christmas spirit knowing that when family dinner rolls around you won't be there.
It's been hard shopping for gifts without getting one for you.
It's been hell since you left knowing that I won't see you again..
But I got into the Christmas spirit as much as I could, and when I sit down at family dinner I'll remember it like you were still there, and when I went shopping I looked for things you would like too.
It's hard without you and it always will be. But I'm glad I got the time that I did have with you.
R.I.P. Grandpa, I love you <3
