In the back of your mind there is the voice that's screaming everything you don't want to hear, that voice can tie your stomach into a knot and make you feel like less than nothing. Sometimes your willpower lacks letting the voice overpower you, take you over and make you belive the lies it spreads and the emotions it leaks. Behind this voice is pure emotion. Emotion that is hidden away, that you have trapt and not let out for some reason or another.
I bundle my emotions, I always have. My little voice screams at me but I just ignore it. Everyone deals with their emotions and their voice differently.
This blog is pointless. I hate my emotions, I hate the way I deal with them. I hold everything inside and it hurts. I HURT. And I really wish I could scream that sometimes. I have sucked everything up through the years and I just hate it all. That voice in the back of my mind is telling me this is one shitty blog but you know what?
I don't care, my blog I can do what I want.
