Read this chiz and tell me what you think yo.
boy I hear you laugh and it makes me smile
the way nothing else ever has
I want to stop and talk to you but I'm too shy
so I just nod as I walk on by
I wish I could have said hello
but my heart can't take another no
so maybe tomorrow I'll have the guts
my last wounds have healed just enough
Sometimes you just cant sleep at night
thinking of me as you lay on you bed
wishing I was there holding you tight
being an escape from your head
you close your eyes and a tear falls out
wiping it away you've had enough
you just want to be with me you have no doubt
even if you know it'll be rough
your problems overwhelm you
they get inside your head
you don't know how to make it stop
you feel like a zombie wanting to be dead
fear rises in you its bubbling up inside
you just want to go back to feeling happy all the time
you want to see the good things
and be strong enough to ignore the bad
craving the fun times we always used to have
you don't see a way out but you are sure trying hard
feel the darkness create the pain
watch as everything else goes away
you don't want to think of his amazing smile
you just want to sit back and not think for awhile
blood trickles down you start to cry
pain fades fast as thoughts flood back
you curl up and try to sleep
but nightmares haunt you silently
you lie awake looking up at the stars
thinking of ways to hide this set of scars
my heart is beating souly for you
I have a craving it feels so new
I see your face and I run away
but while I run I long to stay
I wish to tell you how I feel
but fear wells up deep inside
so for now words go unspoken
and I'll continue to run and hide
my heart is breaking so down I'll fall,
someone catch me hear my call,
save me from the trouble I'm in,
lift me up help me win,
be my night in shining armor the frog i want to kiss,
please slow down just a little this chance i don't wanna miss,
aim for my heart and pull the trigger,
its already broke you'll just make the hole bigger,
give me a hug and wipe my eyes,
talk to me softly and watch me die,
my smile has faded and its long gone,
do you see a way out cause i only see one,
hand me that knife and run,
get far far away and have some fun,
forget about me I'll be fine,
close the door pass the wine,
don't come back to my bed,
by tomorrow ill surely be dead.
